I tried getting a xanga account. Fail. That sight has so much shit going on, I CAN'T FOCUS!! Why can't things be simple? That makes me think of mibba . That site...omfg. You literally have to make your page from scratch. Wtf? It's so difficult and there's so much you can do. DAMN. It makes me pissed just thinking about it, lol! God, why not make it simple and let people choose the colors they want for each section? No. You have to go google color codes. Why not let people choose the fonts they want? No. You gotta go search for your font codes too. And then they have these premade layouts that are ugly as fuck.

Thank goodness NCIS comes on in 44 mins :]

Aahahaha! We've got like 500 inches of snow outside. I love apocolyptic snow storms xD

Omg, last night I watched those MCR Diaries from Warped Tour 2005. Sad sad. I wish the band was still like that.

Now I think I'll goto Verita Venom and read the critisism about the band. Makes me feel like I'm not the only one who sees the changes.

Snow dayy! This apocolyptic snow storm is coming and it's already white outside. We're suppose to get like...8-13+ inches until Saturday evening. Bwahaha, I wanna go sleding!
My school is stupid. This was suppose to be our last day due to Christmas Break, now we have to make it up on Monday...wtf?

Next, Patrick (or as I prefer, PHATrick) Stump lost alooot of weight? Whatha fuck Phatrick?! I know he'll gain it all back, he always does... But now he doesn't looks attractive or huggable LOL.

Oh, I've also began working on my annual slideshow! Lots of work, but it is worth it ^_^

Mothafucka, I'm about to have a panic attack. Why? I DONT KNOW WHY! Suddenly I can't fucking breath and I must cough every 30 seconds, I'm sick of this!
AND I'M TRYING TO EAT A HAMBURGER!!! BUUUT NOOOO, PANIC ATTACK WANTS TO KICK IN.

Whats new? Well, I think my dad is having an affair with his estranged pastor (women btw -_-)...I don't feel like explaining that one. I got an early christmas present, a...NINTENDO DS!! I'm a dork, yes. I've been wanting one foreeeeever! I also got a game to play on it, My Baby Girl. My friend is giving me some of her old DS games. Nintendogs, My Sims, Cooking Mama. It's her present to me :] But I must hurry and find a present for her aswell! Since I live in poverty...*ahem*...I'll have to go on a shopping spree at the Dollar Tree to get all my friends something.
Ohhh, and I love this song! Damone - Out Here All Night. LOOOOVE IT. My friend had it on her myspace and I...fell in love :o)

i don't know how long it will be until I'm back on here so, Happy Holidays!
x

Alright, so I hate hate hate HATE my eyebrows. I just can't get them to look the way I want. So as I was sulking about them I thought, what about stick-on eyebrows?! I got so excited thinking about that, so I went to Google and googled stick-on eyebrows. HAZAH! I found two sites that sell them. The first site I found was headcovers.com & (my favorite) nu-brow.com

So, I'd really like to try this. One thing, I'd have to shave off my natural eyebrows 0.0 That worries me. I've heard if you do that, you eyebrows could grow back crazy. AND since it's my first time trying fake eyebrows, I don't know how well they would work for me, so I would regret shaving off my eyebrows. I think it's a chance I'm willing to take. And if I do screw up, my bangs will cover where my eyebrows are. *sigh* I've got to experiment this. I'd rather try something and screw up instead of not trying something and constantly wondering how it would've worked out.

So yes, I'm going to try this. I'd prefer doing it over the summer (where I won't have to goto school and possibly be embarrassed by my mistake), but I'm tiiiired of having short bangs to cover my ghastly eyebrows. I want side bangs nao!! I don't think I can get it next month because I'm getting super pricey things for Christmas...so January perhaps?

I sooooo hope this works! It would be a great confidence boost :D
When (and if) I do try fake eyebrows, I'll make sure to do a review on it.

I decided I should make a quick update.
Lets see...yeah, I've got nothing.

Happy late-Thanksgiving!

I'm starting to get into The Birthday Massacre. Woot. So I like their song Red Stars and I got bored last night and played the song to Fall Out Boy's This Ain't A Scene It's An Arms Race video. EL OH EL. I have weird ass humor, but I think it's hilarious. I'm going to post the video, which no one will find much humor from (except for me and my friends hahaha)



Good stuff.

I is siiiick with bronchitus and an upper respiratory infection. Throat is so scratchy and sore from coughing 24/7. Everytime I cough shit comes up my throat and chokes me. Daamn.

I made a new myspace. Cheers!

Clicky!!

God dammit. I'm sick fo my friend blowing me off. This is the 2nd time this week. Now I'm stuck at home on Halloween. Fucking great.

Ow, poor Nick got beat up at school :[ Some loser boy punched him in the face and broke his glasses and his eye is swollen and cut up. Me and my friend (mostly my friend) thinks he'll bring a gun to school to get revenge.

Annnd holy Hagrid! Look at my BB on the lower right panel ---->
He's gotten so big :O Just yesterday it seems like he was still a fish/tadpool looking creature. Wowz. I'm excited for the morning :D I'm going to goto McDonalds with my friendie to eat breakfast! Yeah, that's exciting to me. We have exams (which is basically 9 weeks tests, but in high school they gotta use these intimidating terms) tomorrow...which I'm praying to Buddha that I'll do decent on (considering I've missed 3 days this week!!)

*siiigh* I wish it were Halloween nao. OH! That Garnier Fructis Anti-friss Serum rules! Though I advise you not to put too much into your hair, or it will seem greasy. So, use with caution!

Screw Nick. What a typical boy. He's already got a girlfriend. I'm so pissed at guys.

What else? I reallllly want to play The Sims. I havn't played it in sooo long, like almost 3 months lol. I'm trying so hard not to reinstall The Sims 2, because I deleted EVERYTHING. So I'd have to try and find my CC all over again (which would be over 1000 items!) So I'm trying to wait to get memory/graphic card whatever, so I can play The Sims 3 smoothly. And that way I won't worry about downloading stuff, because I've never downloaded anything for it so there's no pressure in trying to find something I already had...if that makes any sense.
I tried to play Sims 2 on xbox, but the CD is too scratched to work. DAMN.

3 Years of being a fan of My Chemical Romance. I doubt I'll make it to 4.
Mcr annoys me. There new album is going to suck cock. Just like Gerard.

Oh, I just tried using Garnier Fructis Anti-Frizz Serum. So far so good. I use it about 15 mins. before I blow dry my hair, and then I put some more in after (about 3 squirts.)
This boy likes me, his name is Nick. He's kind of obsessed...I'm meeting him tomorrow (though I already know him.)

I'm sitting at the public library right now and I'm about to go see an Allergist and get a skin test. What they do is they'll give me "shots" on my arm and see how my skin reacts. It could take up to 2 hours 0.0"
I feel like I'm in London right now...random, but it's true. I wish I were there. OMG! I just noticed this big ass plant monster by the window. Its like 5743589356 ft tall! I think its real too...I think I'll go now.
Oh, I saw Where The Wild Things Are last Friday with Samantha and its the awesomenest movie ever!!!!!!! Omfg! I love Douglas, Bob, and Terry...because they are birds. ♥♥♥ This guy had to sit next to me in the theatre, so I pretended he was Tom Felton. :D I'm a creep.


UPDATE 4:34 PM: K so basically, I'm allergic to everything.. They gave me 52 pricks in my back and I swelled up into John McCain.

After finding all these delicious new pictures, holy shizam! Tom be lookin' smexier than ever lately xD

There's plenty more than that x]] I'm loving the first one, it's all angsty Draco. Mmmm.

My dad's cat that hates me named Bluey...was bit in the mouth last night by a spider 0.0
I slept through the whole thing but my parents said he was throwing up and foaming at the mouth and he was semi-paralyzed. So they called the emergency vet at like 3am and they said to bring him in at 9am because they thought it was hairball stuck in his throat.
Any way, the vet gave him a shot and now hes doing better.

Fire parade today!!!!

HOLY HAGRID! I GOT SOME AWESOME CLOTHES YESTERDAY! I can't wait to wear them to school! I finally got some puffy sleeves! heehehehehehe.
I think I'll post a pic of me wearing it sometime. Ignore my fatness when I do.

I also went to Bath & Body Works!! I got some Cherry Blossom Purfume and lotion, Butterfly Flower lotion, and hand sanitizer called something like Brown Sugar? They smellz gud.

I think I'll skip school tomorrow. No reason. :D
My new nickname is EriKAZAM!...I think it suits me well. OMG, I finally get to buy new clothes this Friday! I hate being a hobo :[

Uh, that's all really. One of my more boring posts, sorry.

When you possibly have insomnia and your bored as hell, you'll do many things for entertainment.
I found a site called BabyIValley. You take care of virtual baby(s) and you try to be the best mom on the site. Some parts of the site is in French because it's based on a FrenchIsite and they're in the process of translating it to English. I've already got addicted to it *sigh*

Lordy lordy, theseIlovelyIgalsImakeIanIassloadIofIsense.

It's refreshing to know that not everyone has their head stuck up the MCR Clan's asses. I'm not necessarily a hater of MCR or the members, I hate how their morals have changed (*coughgerardcough*) For example (which is mentioned on that site a few times) Gerard use to be all "Treat women nice, be proud of yourself, your beautiful" and the infamous "don't show your...."speed bumps".... to men" or something along the lines of that. Now, look what he married. Look at his newIfriends and the stuff they sing about. I don't care if its a "joke" and "for fun", if Gerard was so involved with Women's Rights he wouldn't dare support anyone who would even joke about that. And for real, MSI writes about some really fuckedIupIshit.
Ooh, I'm on a role. And Lindsay! Wtf? She thinks she to feminist and she goes on about how she supports feminism. Yo dumbass, do you know what band you're in? Just like Gerard, if you support feminism so much WHY ARE YOU IN SUCH A DEGRADING BAND?!? What will you be thinking when Bandit turns 5 and you've got a song about a 5 Year Old Pantyshot? Holy hell, I feel bad for that kid. Bad influences everywhere!!!!

It's no lie that I absolutely hate...HATE HATE HATE X5000 the trash called Mindless Self Indulgence. Just now I made a pretty accurate analogy that I'm not too proud of.

I'm racist. Here's why: I hate MCR AND MSI fans. I do not like people who like both bands. I can't stand it. Mainly because MSI got half of their fans because of Gerard and The Beast's relationship. It's like the "super #1 true MCR fans" have to be ass kissers and love/hate/support what the members in the band love/hate/support. I consider myself a pretty "true" fan and I'm not going to kiss MSI's ass just because they are bffls with MCR now. And I'm not going to hate the Jonas Brothers because Bob doesn't like them. I'll do what I want. I don't need anyone else making my decisions. Back on topic! I hate it when you put the two bands together!!!!
But I was thinking, my hate is like the equivalent of white people who hate black people. Like people who are against people having romantic relations with a person of different race (or vise versa; I'm not trying to say white people are the only racists.) I hate that. I'm against racism, but thats exactly how I'm acting, in a musical sense. Do you see my comparison?

That's all I can really say. I can't say I'll change how I think towards the "mixed fans" (lol.) If they like both bands, fine. I'll be civil about it. But really, I CANNOT STAND IT.

*sigh* I wish I were like Buddha...

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TOM-TOM!!! I SHALL ALWAYS LOVE YOU'RE PINK GROOVIN SELF! I SOUND LIKE A TOTAL FANGIRL, BUT THATS ALRIGHT BECAUSE ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY AND I CAN DO SHIZZ LIKE DIS!

I've got to bake some brownies or something to celebrate, considering I've been doing that since his 19th b-day!

Finally got Fall Out Boy's Folie A Duex! Its awesome!! My favorite songs are West Coast Smoker, Tiffany Blews and w.a.m.s. I think its their second best album. My fave will always me FUTCT.

Well, yesterday my crazy gym teacher finally gave the class a talk about not labeling and name calling other people. I "made up" with the girl who was bothering me. I don't think we're 100% ok though. Loserrrs.
Their "group" was being awful to my friends when we had to run the track. I thought there was going to be a fist fight! Oh, and when we came back in to get a drink of water, the beotch spat water onto my friend.

Omg, I've got ADHD. I was going to write something else but then I lost focus and I can't
remember.....

My gym class sucks arse (yes i can say that without being from Europe.) Everyone in there, except for like 5 1/2 people, ARE COMPLETE MORONS. Omfg! Its terrible...but amusing. Their group (which me and my friends have nicknamed them the Ass Face Army and the Homo-Erectus Clan) is always starting stuff with my group of friends. There damn annoying, I don't even feel like telling you all the crap they've done today. Yesterday was hell though because it was all on me -_- Long story short:
Bitch sits behind me. Bitch acts like a bitch to me. Bitch hits my back numerous times to ask me stupid questions. Bitch's other friend laughs along. I tell bitch to stop hitting me. Bitch doesn't. Bitch basically called me fat. I turn around and ask her what her problem is, she says she doesn't have a problem. So I tell her shes acting like a bitch. Then blah blah blah, teacher makes bitch go outside and then the majority of the class gets pissed at me because we had to do work early.

Cry. Me. A. River. Oh yeah. And this ghetto girl purposely bumped into me when we were leaving. I told her to never bump her fat ass into my again. But ghetto girl ignored me....because she too is an assface bitch.
Today they didnt bother, but they bothered my friends. Then my friend Firepig said inf ront of the whole class to the teacher that people shouldn't hate people for no reason and stuff along the lines of that. My teacher is a crazy 74893478 year old who does nothing. She just sat there and said I Hate Drama. ??? Get off you ass teacha and send those beotches to the principal!

There is so much tension in that class. OH btw, the girl behind me (the Queen of Ass Faces) looks like Gerard's dumbfuck wife.
Yeah...you can imagine how horrifying it must be!!!!

Fall Out Boy is better than My Chemical Romance!
FOB makes me happy, MCR makes me mad/depressed/sad/pissed/happy/hateful....UPSET.
GAWD. Fob is #1.

I'll have me some Phatrick anyday!

12 am. Bored. Decided to install my Catz 5 (virtual pets.)

This is Voldemort

They just had 4 babies. I named them (in order): Blueberry, Raspberry, Strawberry and Redberry :D

clump of kittens! and the mom Envy.

I havn't played this game since October '08.

I'm going to change my background...its not colorful enough.

I hate ads. I keep getting emails from people saying "WE WANT TO ADVERTISE OUR PRODUCTS ON YOUR BLOG! PLEASE REPLY" and I'm like FUCK NO BITCHES. Yuck. I bet they're porn.

Thats all I got to say. So remember, I'm not going to advertise for you!

Wow! Thank Buddha! As I said earlier about my scar issue, I found a temporary solution.

A few days ago I tried covering it up with my usual facial concealer for blemishes, but it didn't work well since my scars are dark. So just now I remembered I had some other concealer that I didn't use. I tried it on the scars and it was ace! It didn't get rid of them completely, but it was improvement! Atleast I can cover them up until they fade on their own.

Compare this to the pic in my previous post:

Looks much better, right?

Stuff I used:

I can't remember exactly where I bought it...maybe Magic Mart? Idk, someone else might've bought it for me?

Alright. I've got some noticable scars on my arm and since my parents wont let me get Mederma atm, I'm trying a home remedy to fade them. I read to put lotion (Aloe Vera and/or Vitamin E) onto the scars for a few weeks. We'll see what happens.

This is how my arm looks right now (I'm not a cutter...)

Oh lawd. Thank goodness for hair straighteners, anti-poof cream, and other important hair products!!!

Alright. So this is what my hair looks like after I blow dry it . It gets worse and worse as it dries completely. (black patch on my mouth because I made a repulsive expression)

*sigh of relief* This is how my hair looks once its straightened and has the lovely anti-poof cream (made by SunSilk, btw) in.

So yeah. I thought I'd share that. My hair can look like shit aswell.

Omg, who noticed the little b-day cake on the blogger logo? How old is blogger today? =P

Got my hair cut. I'll post pictures laaaater. I like it, but I don't like how it looks from from the side. It seems very plain (yet there's alot of layers.) I guess I'll have to put in some texturizing gum to see if I can make it more exciting. I'm satisifed for the most part ^o^

I should be in bed right now, but I couldn't find my CD player and I was craving some My Chemical Romance (Bullets...) so I can't sleep without music. Plus it thundering. So actually I shouldn't be on the computer at all or it will explode...?

For the first time I actually know what I want to do with my hair! I'm getting my bangs cut shorter, more layers, my overall length will be cut just above my shoulders and I'm possibly getting my hair dyed a lighter brunette.
I was going to get it done today but its Labor Day and everything is closed T.T So tomorrow I must tough it through school with my hideous hair. We have to run the mile 0.0" Its actually not that bad, I NEED THE EXERCISE! Ooh, I lost 2 lbs :]

I've decided that I need to see a Dermatologist. I sick of breakouts!! I've been putting in a good effort now since the beginning of August to get my face clear but I can't. I've been cleaning ym face everyday and today I had 2 new breakouts. Dammit!
Watch me have Cystic (or whatever) acne, which is the worst kind because it scars easily. I only have one scar...that I know of.

I think I'm going to go take some more pictures with my extentions...

Finally got some extentions. I have to dye my hair lighter and get it cut to make them blend better. Gawd, I look super emo and angsty in the second pic o.0

I love Tokio Hotel's new song Automatic!! Bill is the sex in the video ♥_♥ Its a big change in sound compared to their older stuff. Its all good; I like the technoness.

(pause the music at the bottom of this page)

I want a new haircut, ASAP. I'm considering to cut my hair like 2(?) inches shorter, more layers and I need my bangs cut a little. I STILL WANT EXTENTIONS! Gawd. Oh yeah, I want my hair color to be lighter. My hair is naturally dark brown, but I'm tired of it! I can't wear a black shirt without looking all "emoooooo."
I wish my hair was versitile. I can never decide what looks best and when I do it doesn't last long.

I accidentally fell asleep at 5pm and I just woke up. Ugh, I don't want to goto school. I'm so annoyed by everyone already. I hate that I have to have PE everyday, I'm with my friends, but still...
And all the upper class people freak me out *flashback to 6th grade*

Ugh. Its a school night and I can't sleep and its 2:32 am. I need to wake up at 6, so I'm going to get like 3 hours of sleep. BOO. I guess I better go sob myself to sleep. :P

(i wish tomorrow was labor day - no school!)

Tomorrow begins my first full week of school. It's going to take alot of getting use to. Gawd. I dread having all the older people there, because on Friday only 9th graders were there.

*hums disturbia*

AHHH!! I didn't know The Used made a new album this year! I need to but it...and more importantly THEY'LL GO ON TOUR!

Patrick Stump arrested ! Shaaaaame. I thought Pete would be the one that ever got arrested. Atleast Patrick wasn't drinking. My friend and I call him Phatrick :] Because we love him.

I've got my schedule. I didn't get the electives that I wanted.

First Semester:
1st - Intro To Algebra
2nd - Small Animal Care
3rd - World History
4th - Gym Class

Second Semester:
1st - English Honors
2nd - Algebra B
3rd - Art
4th - Earth Science

I found out Samantha and I have Gym together! I know Kendra and I don't have Science. I still need to know Sierras and I'm hoping Ashlyn is in Small Animal Care with me! I just want people I get along with in my classes.
Everything is so big and confusing! Let me try to describe. So you walk in the locker area. There are four groups of lockers (9, 10, 11, 12) around this huge circle. In the center of the circle is the library. You have to walk around the circle to find the doors to your class. Classes are in "pods", which is another circular room with classrooms around it. Then to get to your electives in the vocational building you have to walk outside to another bulding. Inside its confusing aswell. There are alot of hallways.

Omg, I saw a picture that someone drew of Sweeney Todd :D

Its 1am. I'm bored. So I'm going to make a list of all the things I want before (or for) Christmas.

-18 inch hair extentions!! my hair will grow no longer than an inch past my shoulder
-nintendo ds :] i've wanted one for so long
-cell phone
-graphics card for computer
-i'd love to get alot of makeup and experiment with it
-pink extentions - the two peice ones you get from hot topic
-a boyfriend? lool. jk.

NO! I'd like to be 30lbs lighter by Christmas ^_^ I think being in gym class at school will hlep me with exercise. Yay! To bad I hat gym class...i'm awful. Ohh no, here comes the dread. I CANNOT SERVE ANYTHING! Volleyball? Hayl no. I can hardly roll the ball in kickball. I think I may have some brain issue where I can't focus? I swear I've got minor ADHD. I have a short attention span.

ANYHOW. Santa needs to answer my wishes. Get this, I'm already working on the 2009 slideshow. Bahaha. I'm just organizing and planning out things. Oh man, I can't wait for New Years Eve =D

Ew. We have homecoming at high school I ABSOLUTELY HATE DANCES. I think they're stupid. And I know the attention whore would be there, so fuck that. I don't want to see its face.

dammit i'm dreading this

Going Vegitarian for 30 days. Will I succeed??

UPDATE:: uhh, no i will not T.T

i totally dont want to date that guy...

nuff said.

ughh.

Alright so now my "lover" has asked me on a date to the movies sometime. I was all like...sure. Then he gave me his cell #. I'm not calling him! I won't do anything with him until I get to know him better. The only thing I know is: he likes making movies, hes likes horror and comedy, he likes rock music.
I just don't want to have a boyfriend when school starts because I want to be avaliable if I were to find someone better.

Twitter is so stupid! Everyone on there is a bunch of losers telling the world about their lives. No one cares except for their stalkers.

Me likes sending people messages on saynow.com :D
I sent SouljaBoy a message. The only thing I said was..."Hayyyyyy!" I didn't even sound like myself. I bet people will think I'm some bootylicious black girl from the ghettos....

and in heart...i am.

K, so this is what the dude is saying to far. A bit cheesey and forward, but I'm flattered I 'spose.

"pretty name.........hmmmmmm i dont think ive metu........hmmmmmpretty girl erika....."
"ummmm ull be ok.... ill help u youll like it beautiful"
"ur safe with me darlin ill be ur superman ill be there always my wondergirl"

LMAO, the last one cracks me up. We were talking a bit before he started getting...flirtacious. I have yet to reply to the last one...I go say something equally cheesey. OHH, omg, I should say "oh yes i am your wondergirl, you smexi beast!"

Lmao, no way I'd ever say something like that.

BREAKING NEWS!

A guy that lives around here, that goes to my high school, actually hit on me. Hahaha. Thats a big moment. He one grade higher than me. I doubt anything will happen though. He's a dork, lmao, but thats okay. Now I'm even more nervous about high school...

Although my Neutrogena Black Head Eraser is working great, I'd like to try something else. Some chick recommended using the Wal-Mart version of St. Ive's Apricot Scrub and Neutrogena Pink Grapefruit Acne Cleanser. I actually have some Apricot Scrub but its not from Wal-Mart and I've never heard about this Punk Grapefruit stuff. I'll go on a search for it.
I've also noticed on my nose and on my cheek bones I'm getting pores. NO!! There small, but I still don't like them! Some are probably freckles though, because before I hit this puberty drama I had freckles in those areas. So until I'm able to reduce this problem, I'll lie to people and say they are freckles :] My mom has alooot of bad pores, so I hope this isn't hereditary!?

Oh fuck, one week until High School. During the school year I'm hardly on here. I'd probably post 3 times a month, and since I'll be in High School it'll be more hectic! Ugh. I'm hoping sometime soon I can die my hair and get my nose peirced. Oh wait, if I get my nose peirced it'll probably get infected and then I'll get more pores and my nose will fall off. Great.

Omg, so I just woke up and I had a weird dream that Mitchell Musso died. Idk why I dreamed about him!? But this has freaked me out. I've only ever dreamed about two people dying. Two times I dreamed Gerard Way died and now Mitchell Musso.
Well...if something does happen to him (i hope not!!) then you know here first...I HAVE PHYSIC DREAMS.
Which I'm disturbed more because I also dreamed of this killer/monster/zombie thing going after people camping...

I can haz therapy nao?

How I do my hair::

1. Use Herbal Essence: Hello Hydration Moisturizing Shampoo.
2. After rinsing, use the Hello Hydration Moisturizing Conditioner.
3. Dry hair with towel.
4. Wait 5 mins. then work Sunsilk Anti-Poof cream into still wet hair.
5. Blow dry hair. For volume, I bend over and blow dry.
6. Wait about 20 mins or when hair is almost completely dry and straighten hair.
7. Then a couple hours later when hair is completely dry, straighten hair again.

I usually wait a few more hours and straighten my hair one final time, but if you're satisfied with doing it two times, then you can go ahead and (8.) Squirt Sunsilk ThermaShine into your hair.

Later I might tell how I do my hair if I'm going out. This is just what I do after a bath.

Ehh. I've been up since midnight and I'm finally starting to get sleepy. I think my sleep will finally be straightened out...for school 0.0_o (siamese smiley)
Omg! Eliza Cuts is trying out for American Idol! I hope she does great, she's in a band called The Trouble and she can sing pretty well. I'd love her to make it far in the show. That would be a big F-YOU to the haters. HA. Then again, she is Eliza, so she'd probably do something crazy.

The Neutrogena Blackhead Eraser is doing lovely, btw. I'm about to go use it. My face is so refreshed ^_^

Oh my gosh, I've been laughing it up at perezhilton.com
I love Perez and his harsh truth towards celebrities. What really got me laughing was all the stuff he was saying about Rumur Willis. Lmao, its awful. She has a big chin and he's nicknamed her Potato Head. He's always writing stuff like "Poor Potato Head..." and people send him photoshopped pictures of Rumur without such a obnoxcious chin. Its so mean! LOL. I don't think Rumur is ugly though, she just needs to pick the best angle to take pictures.

Btw, Shakira's new song She Wolf...big bowl of AWESOME SAUCE.

NOOOOO. The stupid ass at the computer place is like "you'll have to buy a grahpics card and memory card" He just wants more money! Then even if we did buy both, we couldn't get it because he has to order them. How long could that take?!

Dammit. I knew something would go wrong. I never get to do stuff.

Argh. My mom called the some place today about the GC [graphic card] and they said to come back tomorrow [technically today] because the person who knew about the GC was on vacation.
SO, today I shall learn my fate. Will I be able to place the Sims 3 or not? I've been looking at the few Sims 3 downloads that are out now, which gets me more excited. That's not good because what if I don't get a GC? NOOOO.


I'm so bored. I'm watching some crazy show on the Logo channel. Some bald women is running around a convinient store while a fat guy looks at apples and NOW hes holding the cashier at gunpoint. Oooh, the bald women is back and now shes talking to the cashier....wtf, this is so confusing.


EDIT: the time on here is really messed up. i need to try and fix it.

I really hope my mom finds me a graphic card today. I'm still craving me some Sims 3...
Its 9:50am and this has been my usual bedtime lately. I think I be out by 11 or possibly 12. I'm suppose to go out somewhere with my dad, aunt and "granny" in about 30 mins. I'll probably fall asleep in the car...I'm actually started to feel a little tired atm.

Lmao, I've been watching Baby Delivery shows since 4am. Zomg! Speaking of babies, I think my imaginary baby off to the right has grown just a little :B

I just titled my blog page as Erika [[Emergency]]. I actually find that really annoying. You know, having your name then finding some word with the same first letter as your first name. Its this stupid scene thing. For example: Kiki Kannibal, Catelynn Catastrophe, Hailey Homicide, etc etc.
Hopefully I'll come up with a better title, eh?
Another thing I realized, I LOVE pancakes and waffles. They're just something you have to love. But I hate the taste of pancakes and waffles, they are the last thing I'd eat....BUT I LOVE THEM. I guess I love them because they are a cute word...and because Gir loves pancakes :]
I'm dying to play Sims 3. Today my mom is going to try and get me a new Graphics Card that can support TS3. Last night I deleted ALL of my Sims 2 stuff, even the backups. It was tragic and heartbreaking T.T And TS3 still didn't run as smoothely as I want it to.

Sadness, such sadness.
HOLY SHIT, I'M TOTALLY CRAVING SOME FROOTLOOPS :0
Damn, seriously. I've GOT to have some ASAP.

UGHHH WHY CANT I LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!
I'm getting so P.O.ed! I havn't lost any lbs! Tomorrow I'm going to start walking a mile on the track, everyday. MAYBE THAT WILL WORK.

Gosh. I wish I could just puke up my food, but I have a phobia of puking. Its like I'm just meant to be obese.

As of August 14 2009, 3:30am. I am going to start my diet/fasting journey.
I've came up with my own schedule and I'll blog about my progress. I'm attempting to lose 20 lbs withen 14 days. Ehh? We'll see. Losing atleast 10 lbs I'll be happy! Here's my plan::

Today I will not eat any solid foods. I'll fast on only water/slimfast or any other liquid with low calories and fat. Every 5 hours I will Interval Exercise for 5 mins. (may change to 10.)
Tomorrow I can eat solid food, but little. I'll start eating bananas every 5 hours, then Interval Exercising for 10 mins. after eating. If I get tired of bananas, I'll switch to strawberries/apples/watermellon etc. I can only eat one banana/apple/watermellon slice per 5 hours. I can eat 5 strawberries per 5 hours. I still can only drink water/slimfast. NO SODA.
The day after I will not eat solid food, but fast one liquids. It's like a pattern. One day fasting, next day eating healthy, small portions of fruit. I'm going to *try* to weigh myself every other day...but I bet I'll end up doing it everyday :-\
If everything goes well by August 28th and I feel comfortable, I'll... *takes deep breath* tell you how much I weight now and how much weight I've lost...and hopefully it will be 20lbs+
Wish me luck.

Sims Bustin Out (xbox) Bust Out Mode





Thats my sim giving a horsie ride to Gerard and I's son, BURGAHH!!.










Good work BURGAHH!!
Ahaha, you thought I was joking about his name?

my ride

this was originally Malcolm's Mansion, but remodeled it.

BURGAHH!! is very handsome.

thats my ex husband Bob. LEAVE MY CHILD ALONE, BOB!!

talking to Randy, which awoke Bob from his grave

Gerard swimming with BURGAHH!!

doin what I do best...PARTAYING.

I didn't take this picture, but I accidently fell in love with Mimi aka my half-sister. Normally I wouldn't have a problem with that, but she's my sister! I tried to be mean to her but she liked it!! So I'm going to have to ignore her for a few days then be mean to her until we fall out of love, then I'll be FRIENDS with her again. -_-"

Mindless Self Indulgence sucks ass SENBJRGHRDBGIDFNOSFKMNIBLDTNB D!!!!!!

Shittiest band, not as bad as the Millionaires, but they are CLOSE. Just now my hate for them grew more.

I was looking up stuff about Jared Leto and then I found something about 'Jimmy Urine Hates Jared Leto' and I'm like...GTFO!!! Stupid ass Jimmy. That damn band always wants something to whine and fuss about. Supposedly Jared was at one of MSI's shows in disguise wearing dark shades and a scarf writing down notes. Jimmy exploded at another show saying crap along the lines of "I'll fucking beat you up" "30 seconds to mars is going to sound like 30 seconds to mindless self indulgence" blah blah blah.

JIMMY, GET YOU'RE HEAD OUT OF YOUR BAND'S ASS. Don't think so damn highly of yourself. ?WHO? in their right MIND would want to copy your brainfucking band?! WTF. IF that was Jared, he was probably [texting lmao] writing down how crappy your band is! Holy flying fuck, I HATE MSI. Stupid ass band. Their fans don't know good music [or good people.] I also hate how gullible MSI's little groupie fangirls are. "Omg, I love Jimmy! He is so right. Msi is sooooo much better than 30stm. I hope he does beat up Jared"

Puhlease. Jimmy is such a drunken crackhead he couldn't tell the difference between

THAT --> and Lynz!! ( to be honest, neither could I :P )

*casually sips some cappuchino* It always feels good to vent.

30 Seconds To Mars...

I've known about them for quite a while, but recently I've really started to like them. I've started listening to their other songs and they're awesome. This brings me back to the days when I started liking MCR :,]
I'm going to go out and buy their CDs and I'm going to try my best to see them when they go on tour. Which is either the end of this year or next year.

WASHiNGTON DC PICTURES

Finally got my D.C. pictures developed!




Thats me and Johnny Depp :]













Thats a cool church(?) that I saw














Lmao, Kendra took a pic with Joan Rivers















Me and a sexy basketball player. To bad I didn't get his face in :[
My hair looks like shit because it was raining :P

Ahhh!!! ♥

I'm their daughter

I decided to take a pic with a random old guy

...another random old guy

in the city

I forget what the musuem is called, but its in that movie and we watched in IMAX OMG

i thought it was a cool picture x]

lincoln memorial. i had to take it in the bus because our group didnt go see it.

john smiths grave

john f kennedy's grave

arlington cemetary

obamas house!

air and space musuem

kendra and i on the carousel

we were on top of the 2nd highest point in DC

washington monument. get this, my mom never knew about the washington monument! wtf??!

walking to the monument

love this one ^_^ thats my friends ashlyn and birgitta