I've decided I will go to the Funeral. I'll be leaving in an hour. I miraculously put together an outfit. My dad is one of the Pall Barrers (sp?) Technically this isn't my first funeral or wake, but I went to one before I turned 1, and I don't remember.UPDATE: omg, its was depressing. the women was already starting to bruise and get swollen :- What was the worst was when they had to close the casket. Her mom literally went crazy when they did that. Then my ex-boyfriend sang a song for her, its called Sissy's Song I think. Go listen to it.I remember I use to play with Teresa's [the women who died] son Shawn, and then we'd goto Shoney's to go see Teresa [she was a waitress.] So yeah..I've finally been to my first funeral [that i was aware of.]


