Woooo, life be good atm. :P

I took some new pics todayy. Here's a few.

Yurp. AND STARTING TODAY I SHALL BEGIN MY DIET!

Bleh, but now I shall go and sleep.

OHH WAIT. I'm getting 1GB of memory for my computer, therefore I can finally play Sims 3 easily. :DD

Sometimes, you've just got to write shit down. This is inspired by my ex, and it has yet to have a title. :P

I cannot sleep

I lie awake

As I wonder

And I think

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Was I stupid? Was I too stupid for you?

Or maybe the outisde only mattered, according to you.

Did I not meet your expectations?

Do you know how badly I wanted to say 3 words, without any hesitation?

Did you really care, or just feed me lies?

Do you know that I cried?

*

Can't you be honest? Don't put on a show.

You're cocky and arrogant, but I still like you, you know.

You are a boy, but did you forget?

Yeah I'm a girl but I'm not your toy, you stupid git!

*

Use me and throw me away,

How many more times will you do that to someone one day?

Why do you lead someone on and not catch them when they fall?

Grow up and decide what you want.

You're better than this, but too blind to see, that you hurt others,

Including me.

*

It is midnight and I've got to sleep,

I can't think of anything that rhymes with sleep...well I can but that wouldn't make any sense.

So I'll just say,

Is this reall the ending, or just the beginning?

But I won't wait forever,

And I know I can do so much better.

*

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Oh and now that I'm single, dumb desperate boys are on my ass again. Goddammit, I only want Billy.

Billy and I have broken up now. But it's ok now. We're still on good terms.
But now I have a new interest....a guy named Harrison. My friend said we would be really good for eachother. He just broke up with his gf (which is also my other friend..o.-) I have something to look forward to again :D
She says he's honest & loving, and really talented. He plays guitar (etc) and sings. He sounds lovely, and he looks kind of like Brendon Urie. Lol. We'll see how this goes...

So everything has been fine with me and Billy until this evening. He said he missed me alot because we don't get to hang out much (it's only been 5 days..sheesh.) Then he told me we should wait until next school year to date...but I don't even know. There's more to it than this. It's complicated and stressful and I'm all emotional. I keep crying and we havn't even officially broken up... I don't want us to..because I like...love him. :/
I hope things work out tomorrow when I get to talk to him again.

Right now, I want chocolate and my friends :S Omfg, just saying that has made me cry again.

Billy and I started dating yesterday...and pissed off someone greatly. But I'm working things out now.
I also got my first kiss today, hahaaa xD

Lmfao, I had my baby. I shall name it....Sir William Bacon-Cosby. Yes, yess... Now I'm going to go add another baby, I'll just keep adding them up on the side panel. All you peoplez will be like WTF?? when I've got 20 of them there. xD
The day I went to court was to only sign papers, the real date is June 7th. :P But I havn't been missing any school so I'm doing well.
Omfg, I'm so fed up with people. No one wants me and Billy to have any contact with eachother. Like, fucking everyone is getting into our business! Everyone is feuding with eachother FOR NO REASON. Leave us alone and deal with your own lives!! Godammit.

Pshhhh. Anyways, I'm going with my friend Bethany to my other friend's b-day party this evening. It should be fun, hahaaa xD

Lol, my baybehh be coming this Friday xD
God, tomorrow I'm going to court. I'm started to get a bit nervous. I WILL SURVIVE, I WILLLL. I'm going to keep telling myself that they deal with this all the time, I'm not the only person, and it could be alot worse.
I just really hope I don't have to goto Alternative School or have to do community service. And I PROMISE not to miss anymore school if I can get out of those 2 consequences.

My ex Dominick wants to get back together. DAMN YOU. I can't deal with all this guy shit. And the other guy named Billy (which I really like) is trying to get more serious. And then I've got stupid John up on me wanting some love. GO AWAY. Dammit.

Omfg, my dad misplaced/possibly threw away my favorite necklace. Aka, my Tom Necklace. It's a lucky necklace, I swear!! I have GOT to find it before tomorrow. If I don't, I'll be devastated :(