Sometimes, you've just got to write shit down. This is inspired by my ex, and it has yet to have a title. :P

I cannot sleep

I lie awake

As I wonder

And I think

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Was I stupid? Was I too stupid for you?

Or maybe the outisde only mattered, according to you.

Did I not meet your expectations?

Do you know how badly I wanted to say 3 words, without any hesitation?

Did you really care, or just feed me lies?

Do you know that I cried?

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Can't you be honest? Don't put on a show.

You're cocky and arrogant, but I still like you, you know.

You are a boy, but did you forget?

Yeah I'm a girl but I'm not your toy, you stupid git!

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Use me and throw me away,

How many more times will you do that to someone one day?

Why do you lead someone on and not catch them when they fall?

Grow up and decide what you want.

You're better than this, but too blind to see, that you hurt others,

Including me.

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It is midnight and I've got to sleep,

I can't think of anything that rhymes with sleep...well I can but that wouldn't make any sense.

So I'll just say,

Is this reall the ending, or just the beginning?

But I won't wait forever,

And I know I can do so much better.

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Oh and now that I'm single, dumb desperate boys are on my ass again. Goddammit, I only want Billy.