Tomorrow is my surgery and I is ascareded. :( Here are my fears:
-Not waking up. I know I will wake up, but the thought is still there.
-Choking. Particularly on the gauze. If they have the little strings that come out of my mouth, I'll be ok.
-Not being able to breathe.
-Too much swelling. (which relates to not being able to breathe.)
-Creepy numbness. Lol. I don't like being numb. Being so makes me go into a....
-PANIC ATTACK.
Ughhh. But the good thing is, I most likely won't remember anything and I'll be crazy, so I shouldn't be worrying about those things at that moment. But still...
Boo. I'm sleepy, and my thing is at 7am or something. :(
August 5, 2010
By E posted at 9:30 PM


